Just Finished Schneider Interview...not Sure What To Expect From Here On Out...

So far, I don't believe I've had the "holier than you" attitude, more specifically in school. Quiete the opposite; my instructors and classmates tells me every day that I'm too hard on myself. I try to achieve perfection on the first try, when it's not possible. I get upset at myself for not "getting it" right away. This comes from a lifetime of never being good enough for anyone, and having someone tell me that I'm too stupid or don't know what I'm doing (but said person never willing to make the effort to show me how to do something, and would rather do it themselves). It took a huge toll on my self esteem. The wants for trying to achieve something good and doing it right as fast as "yesterday" is just ingrained in me. I have to work on that and allow myself to be ok with making mistakes. I darn well know that I know nothing about trucking. Or very little, anyway.

To bring this back on the subject at hand, I was talking about Scheider at school, yesterday. They hire many students from my school, and I'm disappointed that they don't accept pets, because I was really hoping to apply with them. I just want to be able to bring a kitty with me, so I don't feel so lonely.